RESTART BUTTON

It would a bit of a lie if we kept telling ourselves that taking a breather and even restarting isn’t worth the time. It might be the most important part of your daily life.

I know, I know. You can’t always make a do-over on life itself, but it’s worth trying with some things, right?

I will be honest. some of us might not realize that a breather right now is so important. We have been locked inside our houses for months. doesn’t seem like a “me time” moment is what we need.

what many of us just haven’t taken to count, is that we didn’t actually use the lockdown to take a step back and reflect on our life. We used it to post more on social media, stress more about what to do when we still have no money for rent or food next month, eating away our frustrations.

I’m no better myself. I keep telling myself that I have control over my life 100% and have all the time. I just forgot to tell the rest of my body and mind that too. That doesn’t always end well when you forget yourself on the way of “being” yourself.

I forgot to listen to myself and ended up on the floor at my local vet, in front of my poor, sweet mom before I finally realized how bad it was. And yes, it was bad. Still is a bit, but I’m working on it.

Fainting in public kinda gives you a kick in the face that wakes you up. It showed me just how stressed and worked up I truly am and how important it is that I restart this part of my life. Take a deep breath and write down everything, instead of keeping it all locked up inside my head.

I’m no saint. I make so many mistakes every day, but I learn from them and grow with it. Being perfect is the only illusion I won’t fight to achieve. I believe that all my little bumps and bruises make me the person I am and I’m proud of that person. Wear a smile, not to hide away your insecurities, but to show off how truly beautiful and worthy you are. You are important to more people than you realize.